Fighting AlonE..!!!

There is this battel called LIFE...!!! When I was a Kid. I wating to get elder as soon as possible, as i thought life is so much fun and will have blast always...(life is fun i hve no dought in it)Bt was in the Fancy world. As i hve seen the cartoon and took ma life in the same way... But latter i realised Life is nt like as we see in movies or cartoons...Life is beyond Imagination...Its more of Like a sky which is huge and unmeasurable..Its actualy a battel... When natural things like Sun, Moon has to fight with the clouds to b visible ..Then we r just a human being a normal creature created by god ...How can we b without fighting...Life is like a water fall... which looks good from far ..bt when u see it from near u realise, How much pain it takes after falling and then flowing in the direction ...We are also like the same normal animals in jungle.. we hve to fight for our living and food as the same they do... Not much of difference except the words we use and talk..or else the style is the same,....
Fighting alone is related to your living and the life we have... I do have to fight daily to get ma food and living ...When ever i wanted a support from some one or a small help ...I din nt get tht on time or say never got it...I hve none to share ma feelings or ma cries or ma worries..Its all i hve to do it all ALONE...!! Ma worries ma Imagination ma feelings are mine..None wants to hear u when u sad or when u ned any help.. Bt when u happy people come and join u....Bt the chances of being jealous out of it is more...!! Its better I keep fighting alone..and atleast hve none to blame upon...the best would be will nt expect from any one... Its so easy to say, Chillax things would be fine and ned to worry ...bt s it realy happnes ..I guess no. we do worry and tak tension becoz I knw I am fighting alone....!! Its ma battel and its up to me. hw do i win it..by fighting alone or with the group...I wana be like a tree.. which never complains about anything ..wheather its a suuny day or a Rainny day..He has to bear it and without complain it does..God i wish u make like that and i will FIGHT ALONE..!!!!!!!!

Wishes...!!!!

Wishes... From our childhood till we die , We have one or the other wish. This. word I am using since i was not even knowning the meaning of it.. I wished always to have one or the other thing, When i wish 2 have a cycle, the next wish was on ma mind was a BIKE... It has never end till now...I knw all of us have a wish, from kids to a old man.. A kid wish to grow soon, A old man wish to get youger, A butiful girl wish to be a model, and a poor man wish to get richer...So we all wish... The word Wish is attach to us from the day we are born and till the date we die..!!!
How many wishes come true? Do we stop wishing?
Wishes are depend on our luck and hard work.. bt still we keep wishing, how many of us realy work hard full fill our wish.. Out of evey thing we do how much of our wishes come true. Wishes come true only when we work on it not only by praying or wishing..Its ver
y important that we wish and try to execute those things to ful fill our wish...Becoz "wishes" are only things, which makes us work hard and live life ... If we stop wishing then it means our life is END... I leart one thing from life never stop wishing what ever we wanted in life...Its not that what ever we wish will be ours..bt ya for sure there will be certain things and wishes which will come true.. Bt for all this we really need to work hard and do all those requried things to full feel our wishes... Wishes are as important as food and Air for us to servive... I wish again see i said wishes are important...I wish all ma dreams and yours wishes come true..Do work Hard and all will B set...Wish u all the best ... Dont stop wishing...Cherz

Do v realy get, wTT we want....

Some time I feel, what i wanted i always get in ma life. Though its not true. Wt we always wish does not come true. I have lot of dreams but without some once support, its not going to b achived. Life is always unprectable. when ever i come close to get something, it kicks me out, It never alows me to hold it or b with it.. So some time i feel, I shud not dream or I shud not wish and just keep up the good work. which I always do.. But if u think deeply, with out wishes or dream u cant do anything... I always wishes i should have ma new Cycle in school, then a bike and then a car...etc..I always wanted a kind of house, A car which i prefer, A girl whome i want to marry...there are so many things which we wish or plan.. Simple to simple things we wish n plan..Bt how much realy comes true...May be buying a Car or shopping any thing can come true..
Bt in life things which we realy want, where we r emotionaly attached to some thing or have a deep feeling towards something or any relationship...wtt happens in that case, Most of the case we plan bt fail (no offense to any one) Some time the real things which we want ,we dont get it...Or In simple words its struggling ..with out this not possible. Some time I feel do we wish more than, what we deserve...?? I dont knw could not come to any conclusion..becoz i still wish and want many things in ma life ..for which I knw I hve to struggle....I wish all ,what they want they shud get it...Its very tough. when u die for something and u dont get it...!!!!!

The UNEXPECTED....

Some time something happens which u never wanted 2 happen in your life...An unexpected thing which make u feel bad or change u completly, it can be in positive sence n negative as wel..Its up 2 us how we take it...becoz things which we never wanted 2 happen in our life and if it happens,then we r broken and try 2 hold it so tht we dont do any thing wrong, bt still feel bad from inside ..may b to show people we may b strong bt some how we dont forget the Unexpected .. I dont knw when we cant forget it..The pain remains the same..In all this, Time is the biggest factor..Now i dont trust time also becoz u can only trust yourself.do the good work , wtt ever th result may b atleast it keeps u happy becoz u tried and did a good work..I dont knw how much GOD helps us in it..when we dont want something n thn when it happens we say no GOD is there and its vice versa...Bt now i dont belive in any religion, temple and praying.. the all mighty is there .propably he is helping me in wtt I am doing and thts y M able 2 do it..Bt i wont give it full credit, becoz wtt I didnot wanted has already happned. so how can i give him the credit for the good one, which may happen or the work m doing, may be succesful in tht..If u there then make those thing good and happy which realy means a lot 2 me..give me those things if u can..Life is very unpredectable, wtt may happen after i post this blogg i dont knw..bt i hve a plan bt wil i go as per th plan ...i really dont knw..beocz the So called "GOD" as also made some plan..so may b he will impose me 2 walk accordingly and make ma plan a failuer or may b a succesful as wel..

the Unexpected happens when u dont expect it at all.. whne u feel things are ok and going good..thn b ready 2 face the unexpected..becoz thts how life is..the most unexpected and unpredectable..Never break down atleast from inside never it will kill u, the unexpected is a very powerful. it breaks u completly bt learn to fight have balls 2 face the worst..n prove to your self that u could do it and fight with th unexpected..

Just know one thing keep working n keep you self busy..

wEnT To BAR......ALONE..!!!!

hi people.. Just now came from bar (drunk)..nt as u thinking .. It was an amazing Experience being alone in a bar ..that to in KOTA.. GUYs plz forgive me for spelling mistakes and if some grammatical mistake also ..okie..
So i decided to Drink today as i wanted to ..bt didnot get any company here to drink.. So went alone to a BAR...the bar was amazing .I hve never seen a bar like this..Guys if u remember there is used to be a cabin system in internet cafe once upone a time..the same this bar was.. fully croweded with people no place to sit. As i was alone..... I waited for al most 15mints to get a place ..So that i can chillax..bt u knw guys b4, i get a place the waiter (so called in kota) arranged or juggad some table near by a stair and a chair for me..where i ordered ma drink...bt some how some people were done with there drinks ..So i got a place to sit and hve ma drink...I ordered wtt i wanted.. there was no Non-veg in the BAR... I was DEAD ..after hearing that.. Bt any ways I was shocked to hear that .that the bar has no NON-VEG....bt I ordered what i wnated and satrted....the Guy came with ma order and served me the drink...the so called stirrer was there in the glass in form of A big tooth PIC..It was not the same stirrer which we get in Bars in pune..So Still managed with it... It was funny actualy...then there was a plastic JUG for water ..which i tried to get it changed in mineral water.... AS i was sitting ALONE told the waiter to have a drink ..so After so many noessssssss.....he got a beer for him on ma acount..some how i got a company..
It was amazing drinking with a waiter...i Just wanted to feel , how it feels being alone in a bar and i felt great....he was done with his drink in say ..13 to 15 mints.. As He was done there we two more guys were loking for a place to sit. As it was croweded ....so As i was alone they Joined me and they ordered 2 beer and they fineshed in 15mints....I dont understand people go to bar to spend time, bt here people come to drink and run to there respective placeses.... That wtt KOTA....Had a small conversation with them as wel.... Bt made me felt nice, atleast there was some one whome i Drank with ..lol...... It was amazing bar...i hve ever been to.... bt some how there was guy in the billing counter ....who spoke a good english ..i dont knw y bt after seeing me he did so..may becoz i was in complet formals.....so that may be the reason.... i realised that being alone in a BAR..reminds u of so much things ..like u r frnds ,ur past relation...etc etc... U sit alone some things stricks u r mind.. whic makeme think abt the people whome i drank with the time we spend togther..the past love and so on.... U recall all the shit happned in u r life...that wtt i felt..bt u feel some good time as wel...
thst what ma feeling and experience in the BAR.....
cherzzzzzzzzzzz.......

SoMe T!mE$......

We feel Always when we sit alone...That Some Times this is good or that is good...SOME TIMES..
This word comes 2 all of our mind.. Some Times back when my dad used to take me for a hair cut, by seeing other getting shave there, I used to feel Some Time, I will also do it..Some Time I used 2 feel that i shud also grow up, when elders used to say no for certain things..Some Times Used to think that when i grow up ,will do these or that. Some Times i used to think, when i will go to college wil do lot of masti which i could nt do in school SOme Time..Life was so much fun. Some Times when i used to see big bunglow or a big car used to think that Some Time i will also buy it...Some Time when i used to get beating or scholding from elders used to think that some time when i come to there place , will never schold or beat any one..Some Time used to think that by seeing a plain, one day I will also sit on it and enjoy the flight. when dad used to say no for the bike or car..used to think that Some Time my day will come. when i will ride and no one would b there 2 say no to it... Some Time used to think will do everthing, for which i was told no Some Time...Some Time when used to think that, I should grow up to do all which i wanted to..Today I feel Some Time i would not have grown up...Some Time feel the shoud have stoped here only. Some Time u feel bad when things don't happen according to U. Some Time Some one hurts u, who is very close to you, Some Time Some one helps you, from whome u don't expect... Some Time Something happens, Which u never forget, Some Time no one helps You when u need them the most. Some Time Some moments in life are unforgotten. Some Time u Never forget Some Memories,Some People,Some Days..Some thing......SOME TIME SOME TIME....

12 days and college got OVER....

It was just the end of my graduation when i thought of doing PG. Soon i joined and 2years passed just like that....I never thought that college wil get over so soon and we all wil b depart and start our new jouney called LIFE...so soon. Till 2maro sitting in G3 and shouting at each other, requesting others 2 make the ppt and and copy some assignements, till 2maro was watting for some freinds 2 come down 2 college, so that can give presentaion as we were in same group, now the things has changed and fighting for our own life alone..no group, no marks nothing...til 2maro we used 2 met in tapri or in academic blog...so that we can start our day wit bit of smoke and colddrink and pattiz on the side as a mouth freshner....becoz the time andy enters the college, he wil push al 2 tapri for a smoke becoz he is always late and wont go alone 2 tapri ..th lazy fucker... then moon used 2 come with all his fan following .. ...days went so soon tht we didnt even realise... just 12 days back ..we all were in college parting, having fun scholding and abusing clicking pic here and there.. it was so much fun yaar...just in 12 days collgee got over... i mean when i saw college when no one was there ...it was like i cant even express it ...there were tears on my eyes...whole academic block was empty bt i could see people and hear them 2....miss my buddies the best memories i had...the classes..th addresals (mostly of no uses)the unwanted taking of money for partying.... so much fun we had ....will miss all those days n buddies i made ... i wil b in touch wit u all hope u 2 b the same....had lot of thngs on mind bt suddenly got disturbed.....so just leaving it here its self...
love u pople ..we rock always....

My Bike....

Its a Very simple topic ..where i wll talk abt my bike. you all must be thinking what so special about this..there is something special about it, bt in my SOUL...When we were kid we very very particular abt certain things like cleaning our cycle, if we dont do our home work it was cool with us, we were nt bothered abt the punishment or the consequenses...bt not cleaning the cycle will not give us sleep... The same way when i was in my 1st year of graduation in Raipur.. I told my dad to chnage the current bike i had and buy me a Honda Karizma..he said lets c and we went to showroom, which belongs to my dads friend..when he saw the bike he liked it but as i met with so many accidents before and m only the son..My dad refused to buy 220cc bike, as he thought i will drive more fast and will meet with accident and my dads friend also refused to give me that bike. No issues i was deprsed and sad..but i agreed to my dad a bought the splender plus which had a push start and cool looking bike..with 125cc so i bought that...after a couple off days i forgot about karizma and fall in love with this bike..It was wounderfull bike and was very smouth..

Every morning i used to clean it and then go to college and every sunday i used to give for complet wash.......It was my best pal, with whome i spend much of my time..In between i came to banglore to see my elder sister..while roaming in the street of banglore i saw a sport bike which had a huge tyres..It was sexy and then i thought y not i give my bike a sexy look...I decided and no one could change my desicion ... so went to banglore market where bike stuff were sold... i Saw a Huge tyre for bike..Guys m telling u it was huge the kawasaki eliminator tyres...The shopkeeper asked me for which bike i want a tyre...i told him for my splender plus and the tyre i choose he said it wont be able 2 adjust in th bike i had...it wa disapointing me but still i bought it for 28oo, i bought the rims and tyres for the (back one). I was in love with that tyre and till i reach raipur, i was thinking what and all can be done to make my bike look sexy and the only bike in town... At last i had a design in my mind.

I went a guy who used to modify the bikes as DHOOM movie was in swing...He laughed at me when i told him to put those tyre at the back of my bike..he said it was nt possible for my bike ..i told him clearly that i hve bought this for my bike and wil do it...So i just told him 2 try and you knw people he was a sucessful...he thanked me instead of i shud do it..Then i changed the front tyre and the handel and the petrol tank as wel... I had put a sport handel and a petrol tank of Pulsur.. and remote to lock the bike....It was crazy ...i was like surprised that i made it what i wanted to...at last i was so happy by seeing and riding my bike.. It was the only one bike in the town which could attract every induvidual it passes by.... Got so many complements...My dad was surprised by seeing it and even he loved it....I spend all th money in my bike ..Instead of asking my dad extra for it ..It was very close to me and had tht bike for 3years.. I was mature enough now..So when i sold that bike i was happy that wil buy another good bike..bt truely speaking guys the happiness that bike gave me, not even my car does now.. I felt so sad that y I sold it ..I could have, have it forever.....It remindes me of so manythings ..bt i dont hve it now...

Some times we sell or dont value the most presious things of our life..which is very closed to us...

Or may be after we loose it we understand its value.....!!!!!!!!

Wish We shud not hve grown Up…!!!

Was just sitting simply and was thinking about how days are going…
The way things have changed….suddenly realized a new topic for the blog, As i have mention it as a heading...
I was recalling my old days when I was a kid …probably we all were kid 17years before ..
Which reminds of going to school in a cycle..every morning cleaning it and then oil it and fill air on it by paying 50paisa… we used to fill the king our own life ..Racing with friends till school and having bet….Never used to miss school as that was the best place in the world.. Saying prayer every morning and start our day with..for which we don’t have time now…
We used to wait for the lunch, so that instead of having lunch (which our mom used to give us) we can have all chats, bhel and so khatti mitti chocolate… Used to have all those stuff in which flies used to sit on it…Having two rupees as a pocket money, which used to make us fell, the richest guy at that point of time…days when we used to take 2 rs from and 5 from dad..saying some lies to him…which even he was knowing but still giving to us. Every Saturday used to wear a white uniform and go to school for a half day….doing exercise which we used to call as P.T day…Having water color and color sketches to color our painting books…instead of coloring the book, we used to color our self and our neighbors and fight for those simple things…Life was good and fun …Coming home and again go for playing games..when our mom used to cal us for studying and we don’t use to come on time, Getting scolding everyday bt still used to enjoy…
Every Sunday used to get up fresh early morning to have Great breakfast as the favorite MAGGI….Watching Rangoli ,jungle book, Shaktimaan, Captain Veyom..etc…when mom used to tell use to switch of and study We used to promise our mom saying that will study in the afternoon…and we used to sleep in the afternoon….ha ha ..so fun na..Every exam we used to buy new Pads, fountain ink pen, those white color pilots pen, those uniball and jetter pen…every exam new geometry box…and our parents used to send us for the exam having sweet dhai.. They used to send us, as if we are going to fight for the country..We were treated as soldiers..As soon as we used to come, 1st question thrown to us was how was the paper? Answer was fine mom..(Lied) rite people…so that till the result comes can be normal and can have fun….
I still remember, we could not call any girls to their number..and if any girl could call in our residence no. then that’s it….We used to wait for our friends birth day to come so that can go for the party at their respective home…cutting cakes ,having samossa, pavbaaji and etc..we used to carry a nice gift for them same as usual like a pen ,perfume, geometri box…that’s what we used to give as a gift… so funny………… That time we used to go the picnic from school …used to go to circus, fairs in the city……..Wish we could not have grown up…hope it will touch u all…
Miss those days badly….

Sitting In Office &........

Sitting in a office...a big table, a comfortable chair in which i can lean on, a pen stand a ph.,callender in a side...two visting chairs in front of me...a office boy 2 do the small works lik xerox, scan ,getting the coffee and so on...just a call away...Sounds good
Sitting in office... doing work bt still it thinks abt the past and time which we spend with our freinds,.. Time when we joind the B school always had a dream of having a office with all this facilities which i mentioned above...bt still sitting here and thinking abt the time which will never come back....Rushing to college @9am for Ramdasi sir class, meeting freinds sitting and making assignements, ppts..hving fun ..going 2 tapri and than the new coffee shop...smoking in amphi theater...seeing girls and commenting...Bharat who was 1st frnd i can say was the CR along with hardik.. who used to sms us to update with classes and assignements.....so this passed away and we went for summers ...where an we had done 2 months of project ...after that section was changed made some new frnds..some old frnds became very close ..like Moon , nikhil saloni, parin, anir,adity,and list goes on.....
Sitting and gossiping abt people around abt the cells whic we have ...used toschold all the cells lik PAC(whic is doing a good job now and thnaks to them for the job)CRC always was in th list of gosipe(bt thnks 2 thm as well 2 make us understand the corporate world)ALLUMNI cell and PD...(whic we never considered as a cell) BT i spend much of time in front of allumni cell ...we had lot of time 2 gossipe all abt this schold people bit of creebing and all ...it was fun...had a very good time with freind lik saloni, nikhil,hardik ,venky ,aprin,ankit dhruv,mayurika,mahima,samina,moon,pooja and all karan addy dj etc etc...
So many phase came up like people getting away and new people comeing in...it was a good experience of life wit all of u... saloni remember we used to hit u in every class and pull u r chicks..used to go to tapri 2gether..wit all our frnds...made assignements 2gether niks used to guide us as well and used make ppt for us..hey thnks nicks...moon u remember we always had drinks 2gether...saale miss u yaar..now dont knw when its possible...you people used 2 say that how arvind can keep quite..m quite now u can se it...i dont use GALI any more..saloni reema poojapk and samina used 2 sayme always 2 stop such GALI ..guys now i hve stop it completly...see u must b missing it now....
Sitting in office and thoughts like this appears...having coffee in the table which i always dream for ..bt still something is missing in life...instead of this table and chair and lapi and telphone..would prefer sitting wit u all in academic block and spend time... Remember u all used to say me to do all kind of JUGAAD , standing in front of xerox and telling me to get it soon... going 2 PAC always asking questions thanks 2 PAC...Never been 2 Library..whic is strange...Saloni always used to say me study ,bt never did only at last time did all tht ...whic i thank u guys who gave xerox and made me learn pooja chawla, bijay u guys always helped me...
See how things change .....We used to tease mayurika as chachi...and then i gave her a new name jagat chachi...rite mayurika....miss u all yaar...Used to tease jagriti...it was so much fun....
Sitting in office & thinking..............
Miss u all... Do coment on it if u read it.....