Stranger... Yet So closed...!!!

U never Know when life is going to take turn... I got a call from a wrong no. and as always i didn't bother who it was... But after couple of days. I got few sms from the same no. and followed for many days. It was a girl who called me and wanted to have friendship, for few days i thought some one is jockeying with me ... So i find out it was a stranger and by insisting so much, we started talking .. it was girl from different state. we gradually started talking and soon become friends. I trusted that she was not a fake and though i got a good friend with whom i can talk and share, when i was left all alone. we used to talk every day. I have never seen a 23 year old girl so Innocent in my life. 1st i used to think she is pretending but i was wrong ...as we keep talking found out thatshe was real and not a fake. She has her own world and dont have anything to do with the out side world, she was not she was not into any kind of fb or orkut and so on. she had her dream world and thats what was every thing for her. As we kept sharing things she told me one thing about her which shocked me completely. She had CANCER. It freaked me out and i was speechless. i had nothing to say and nothing to care for. She used to hate if anybody would ask her about her health. she was very ziddhi and short temper. bt she was the sweetest girl i can say... the worst part is we never met each other and did even see each other in any kind of pic. i must say she was beautiful though. she used to call me Rude. she always greet me with the word RUDE. which used to make me happy the way she used to call it.. i could hear it some time. she was very preety and she always used to care for me lot. I miss her so much . I lost a very good friend of mine. who i really cared for and was worried for. she left all on 4th june. Her bro told me that she used to say him that Mr. rude wil come and will take her out off the hospital. I could never even see her. I feel Bad. She was angry on me becoz i never went to see her on her last days.... A strange story happened with me.. which will always b with me. Life is more of such things... I wish her soul rest in peace. I miss u sanjana... !!!!

S!lent Sm!le...!!!

Its a Simple Smile on Some ones Face, Which Makes us Smile,
Its a smile of A Kid, Which makes whole Family Smile,
Its a Smile, Which Cools Us down,
Its Nt a gift, Its a smile after giving the gift makes Us smile,
Its a S!lent Sm!le, When we r not 2gether n still Smile,
Its a Silent Smile, which I carry always with me ,
I cant smile though I smile,
Though I smile , Cant show it,
I show it, Though Its a silent Smile,
Its a S!lent Smile ,which Kills me and pians me ,
A smile which i Carry though, It pinches me ,
It hurts me always , when ever I smile,
A S!lent Sm!le, A S!lent Sm!le...