ALONE....!!!

ALONE... The word itself is so diffrent tht buy reading or writing it, you feel so diffrent from inside, when i write or think abt that, i feel so diffrent from inside tht i dont feel lik doing anythning. if i m in a crowd, then to i feel that i am the only person standing...i am leaving with ths word since long time, sometime i get out of it, bt again it joins me some or the other way..the word says, i wont leave u till u die. may b the word it self get some one,one day, so tht she can leave me.. there are so many possitive and negative being ALONE...as everything in this word has to sides of it. i am happy or i just feel that i m happy being alone, bt m i really ?thts still a question for me, which sometime i answer bt as soon as i do..i feel m wrong.. there are so many things in life tht u want an answer for it, bt till the end u dont get it..

i am trying to find answer to it...as i was talking about possitive and negative..

i hve found something strange abt all ths..i can thnk much better whn i am alone bt at the same time. i feel i would be with some one i could think much better..when i am alone. i listen to very sad music whic ends up with very sad mood, then i think y shud i sit alone and hear such music, which make me sad..being sad ends up with drinks and not talking to other s which is good, u spend time alone atleast bt can this thing could b continued always..? again a question mark...life plays diffrent role everyday..its not same everyday or infact every hour it chnages...is it good to be a moody person...or being ALONE do we miss anything ?i m looking forward to my answers for the question i hve in my mind...will i ever get my answers or wil just spend my life lik ths..as m doing it today .... i dont knw m happy or sad? i dont knw m doing right or wrong , bt ya some time i feel good to b ALONE and some time i dont...

ThIngS Ch@nGe......

hi guys....i have come up with a new topic as u can see the head line...i was just sitting and thinking abt how time has changed..so just thought of putting my feelings or thougts in words let c how succes i get in it...
Sitting and watching idot box, suddenly something came on my mind about how time has changed... i went to past something 15 years back when i was a kid, i was very naughty and i used to think how i am going to b and where i wil be after 15 years... i nevr thought things wil change from school to college,pocket money to salery. i used to thing when i was kid that i should also have beared and mustach but today when i have it i get pissed of by shaving everyday, i used to think i also need to drive but today i m angry by taking family from here to there as i can drive,how simple things have changed which never thought of...used to wear a local jeans whic shifted to branded one, thngs are getting branded day by day,used to pay 10 rs for a hair cut which is 250 rs now, today we pay 70 rs for a coffee and 300 for a pizza whic never thought of...we go to big bazzaar for shopping instead of a rashan shop...we pay by card instead of paying cash..we pay so much in things which has no use but still fight to a sabiji waala for a 1 rs.or to auto rikshwa waala...who thought tht travelling in a non a/c train will change one day to a flight..just to save some time...used to fight for 5rs and today if we loose 100bucks we dont care...talking in a phone by hidding our self or when our parents are not around, which has changed to a mobile phone and talking hours together without fear... we spend 1000rs as a mobile bill per month,whic was th bill of our land line 15 years back for 3months...things lik ths has changed and we dont even care as we are busy or have no time to waist our thoughts on it...while we spend 110rs for a beer which was a tough job to even think abt it...drinking them by paying so much, today we dont even bother to think abt it,paying for water while we r in a train we spend almost 80rs which i never thought 15 years back i remember my mom used to carry a big container of water..bt today who does that...atleast i dont..
there are so many things whic still i can think of but till now wtt i was thinking i have put it in my words....thts wtt life is ................!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOA ....THE THREE B's CALLING BACK

its a amazing feeling after coming back from GOA..10 friends in a train,evening 4:30and journey is about 14 hours,just imagine about the neighbours those who were sitting next to us,we did not have reservation and still sitting in a reservation coach...it was fun shouting abusing each other clicking pics and playing cards eatting waffers having tea and coffee getting down in all the station and playing around....thats how we began our journey...
reached MADGAON at around 5:30am and from there panjim was half an hour journey.. so we decided to book a car and go till panjim,before we reached to the stand we walked 2km from station to reach that place...the guys were asking 800rs per car which comes around 1600 as we were 10 guys..so we decided to go by govt.bus. i went to buy 10 tickets whic cost us just 230rs so we sat in bus and reached panjim ...after reaching panjim the big question was to get a open jeep or bike ....at last we booked 5 bikes and started towards calankut beach where we were about to stay....as soon as we reached our hottel got freshed and moved towards the beach....
it was more then a fun...a beatiful feeling was coming from inside and then we statred drinking eatting and playing in beach...the whole day we were ditting and drinking that was real holiday for us....after such a long time had a quality days to spend ...we had our 1st lunch and dinner together at 6pm in shaare-ah-punjab...

the next day also the same thing,we went to shaare-ah-punjab and had our breakfast with chilled beer...that was a good morning cal to each of us...i had lunch and breakfast both together. it was fun getting up in the morning and having a chilled beer, so again we started our journey ...we our bike and the roads of goa..we went to the fort were a shooting of a telgu movie was going on... the telgu babe was sexy ...that was a sequel of a movie called AARAYA...
we saw the fort and then we again started towards the beach but before that we had some problem in of the bike for whic the key was not functioning....any how,it took an hour to short out the problem and we were back to the beach with BLACK DOG some water and a bottel of cold drink u can see in the pic.....
the beaches always make u happy. the sound of a beaches give u a pleasent sound, which doesnot hurt u r ears and make u think about so manythings like u r happiness your sad days and many more...when ever i being in beaches i think about something whic i miss and make future plans,,,i get very emotion some time, i go in a deep thinking ....so for me beaches are insperiation.... they inspire me give me strength and so much of patience..one has to go to beaches twice a year..when i was a kid from that time i hve been to so many beaches...its realy fun and get to know u r life better ....

trip to kashid beach

A fantastic trip of my life...we got a leave for 5 days from college and mean while my senior n mentor krishnan(anna)came from chennai,so parin ,dj krishnan and me decided to leave for the kashid beach. it was not easy to decide the place before this we did so much of research like malven,mulshi etc. so we just started in my new tata vista...at around 7pm. got the car tank filled up,bought some beer and sutta and started 2wards highway , it was fun we were enjoying to the fullest, then we stop in place 2 get so more beer and started again..reached to the beach at 11pm..had nothing to eat. we searched so many hottels but it was closed...so at last we decided to drive 30 more km towards murad thinking that we will get something to eat..at last we decide to stay our nite in murad only so booked a room for 600rs and then asked people over there to get us something to eat...we were starving at last 12am we got a place called patils food something....
so had a good dinner had a nice fried fish...and then back 2 rooma nd slept...got up in the morning and drove down 30km toward the beach...when we reached there, there was no one it was fun all together being alone in the beach it was really fun.. as we didnot eat anything in morning so called breakfast....so we saw a tapri was opend in the beach were we can get something to eat and ordered maggi,chips and omlets ..got some beer and vodka and enjoyed like anything till the evening and then went 2 beach to take bath.....but becoz of me we 2 of us anna and me got hurt badly with a sharp stones in which we were sitting and enjoying ....but that was fun .....and a trip like this never get repeated in life ......cherzzzzz guy