ALONE....!!!

ALONE... The word itself is so diffrent tht buy reading or writing it, you feel so diffrent from inside, when i write or think abt that, i feel so diffrent from inside tht i dont feel lik doing anythning. if i m in a crowd, then to i feel that i am the only person standing...i am leaving with ths word since long time, sometime i get out of it, bt again it joins me some or the other way..the word says, i wont leave u till u die. may b the word it self get some one,one day, so tht she can leave me.. there are so many possitive and negative being ALONE...as everything in this word has to sides of it. i am happy or i just feel that i m happy being alone, bt m i really ?thts still a question for me, which sometime i answer bt as soon as i do..i feel m wrong.. there are so many things in life tht u want an answer for it, bt till the end u dont get it..

i am trying to find answer to it...as i was talking about possitive and negative..

i hve found something strange abt all ths..i can thnk much better whn i am alone bt at the same time. i feel i would be with some one i could think much better..when i am alone. i listen to very sad music whic ends up with very sad mood, then i think y shud i sit alone and hear such music, which make me sad..being sad ends up with drinks and not talking to other s which is good, u spend time alone atleast bt can this thing could b continued always..? again a question mark...life plays diffrent role everyday..its not same everyday or infact every hour it chnages...is it good to be a moody person...or being ALONE do we miss anything ?i m looking forward to my answers for the question i hve in my mind...will i ever get my answers or wil just spend my life lik ths..as m doing it today .... i dont knw m happy or sad? i dont knw m doing right or wrong , bt ya some time i feel good to b ALONE and some time i dont...